It has been forever again since our last update. I have to be honest after working all day at a computer the last thing I want to do is sit in front of one when I get home. But tonight Iwill give an update.

Life is good. Javier is still working in Eldora at the State Training School, we are constantly walking on egg shells hoping no more lay offs are on the way. I am still a nurse in Evansdale and Hudson is still of of course the cutest little boy ever! :) My baby is going to be 3 in April. I can't believe how fast he has grown and how amazing he is. He is the joy of our lives. The other day day at dinner he asked me to write an H and then he says "H-U-D-S-O-N, Hudson. He spelled his name. What??? I couldn't believe it! I was so proud of him and he of course was very proud of himself! His favorite things right now are cars and going bowling. He loves to bowl.

I can't believe it is already February. 2010 has already brought its challenges but a lot of them have been struggles in my own heart. I am starting to once again long for another baby. But, this time it seems to be a different longing. We are praying if maybe adoption, or fostering to adopt would be the right thing for our family. I look forward to this year to see where God is leading us. I am anxious to see how He responds to the desires of my heart. I am longing to grow closer to Him and to experience Him in a new way this year. I pray that everyone will experience him in a new way this year and be blessed by what He has to show us and to give us.